I think we've established at this point that I'm seriously behind. So why, when i could be sleeping or folding laundry, am I dressed and ready to walk out the door to running at 6:48AM on a Sunday morning in the 35* rain? Who knows. I need to run to get rid of some of this, um, energy.
And speaking of burning off stress, I'm seriously stressed. So stressed I'm NOT HUNGRY. Not hungry? Why is that a big deal? Well, I'm sorry but I'm ALWAYS hungry. Even when I've just eaten I'm hungry. I eat for the sake of eating, so to have no appetite is pretty strange. I don't feel sick, i just don't want food. I mean, I feel like I want food, but when I try to eat I can't get anything down. Nothings good. And why eat it if it's not good?