Why ironic? Well, let me enlighten you. When I was 17 I had a mad crush on the brother. He was a little younger than me, but I did have a crush none-the-less. So, What you don't know is that I was "the homely kid". I can prove it if I need to, but I'd rather not. Let's just say that my face didn't quite look right surrounded by an additional 10 pounds of baby fat and my acne was so bad I was at one point affectionately called Pizza Face. So... homely=me, cute=the brother, and he wasn't going to give me the time of day any way, so why worry, right? It was OK. I knew it. I compensated with an outrageous personality. Some parts of that still remain.
I started to be a lot cuter around 18 or so, and by 21 I looked about how I look now, which is still not going to win me a Victoria Secret cover, but at least I'm not the person who people look at and think, "Wow. I hope she has a great personality because she's NEVER getting married." So... I'm not off topic. I swear, just hang in... We get to lunch... I see my friend and her mother standing in the middle of the Chick Fil A and I walk right up and hug Nicole. Only her mother is still looking for me, And suddenly sees me with recognition and she says, "OH! WOW. You grew up to be beautiful!" Followed quickly by the (did I just say that out loud expression and pause and then, finally...) "Of course because you always were." IF I were writing/directing a sitcom reunion scene, I couldn't have written it any better.
I'm telling you, the pause was audible. It was... um... sweet. ? I think she was trying to compliment me, it was just a little awkward because it was clearly not what she was expecting. Anyway, the brother... yea, well, he's still hot. Married, with a baby, and still too young for me... but hot, with beautiful liquid brown eyes rimmed in thick black lashes, and a beard. And I'm a sucker for a beard, don't know why. It's a little gross on one hand, and on the other... yea, Now I am off track.
So... If you ever wonder why I'm as crazy and screwed up as I am, here's the explanation: I am still compensating for my homeliness.