I'm sure a lot of them are focused on not giving them to Liars. I suspect many are in favor of giving them to Children. To Addicts. To Runners. To Dreams. To Bad A** Mother Runners.
I was getting ready for my swim today and the thought that barreled through my head was how tremendously lucky I am, and that I'm so thankful I got a second chance at life.
Two years ago I gave myself a chance to live a life without fear. It was my gift to me; my second chance. I decided that no one should live every day in fear of tomorrow. All I had to do was have the courage to leap and hope that the fall into the abyss wasn't going to destroy me.
And I leapt
and I fell
and I wasn't destroyed.
I was reborn, for lack of a better way to put it. I came back tougher, but softer at the same time, able to look at life without fear. I arrived whole and able to love.
It is such a relief to live a life that is, for the most part, free of fear. That weight is gone, safely tucked two years in my past where it can no longer hurt me.
I realized this week, that no matter what obstacles keep getting tossed in my face or at my feet, I have nothing to fear from that ugly past. Everything will work out the way it's supposed to, and history has proven time and time again, that it will be so much better than I imagine.
~savor the run~