I have days where I "rally!" and can embrace the pool with sadistic GLEE.
It's just that today isn't that day. Today I hate the pool. And yet, tomorrow I slog. I will get up before the sun, eat something light, and go to the pool for more torture. I will beat myself until I can barely stand.
My heart craves a run. My head tells my heart to get over it. My run tells me it's not speaking to me until next Saturday, so don't bother calling or 'just showing up'.
I just want to run.
But I cannot.
So.
Tomorrow I slog. Because I must. I have to. It's what Those People tell me I should do to stay strong. The Q agrees it will keep me fit so I can step back into my run. Even Harry Potter says he's done it, and he's pretty much ~ epic. But don't tell him I said that, or that I named him Harry Potter, but if this isn't Hogwarts, I don't know what is.....
And so what now?
Well.
Tomorrow I slog. Because, I must.
3 comments:
Way to do it...even if your heart isn't fully in it. Sorry you can't run yet! Hope you get to soon!
Ugh...one more week...one more week.
One day at a time. And every day will be one day closer to when you can run.
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